true life!

I finnally remembered i had this way of expressing myself freely and maybe connecting with the outside world.
Have you ever felt that even after all your efforts, after that even many people can call themselves your friends, after that you change over and over whenever
you move, (that happens frequently) you just can't seem to fit in.
Sometimes you wonder off into your own little alternative universe to change  the ways things are in the real life, but never actually happens.
Maybe you've dreamt of growing up and becoming whatever you want to but you wake up to realize that even though you might have just what it takes you'll never be able to become that and you'll have to conform with whatyour parents tell you you'll become because you're "just like them". Life can be tough enough being a teen now a days, well at least for normal people (non- cheerleaders, jocks, etc).
Today i've been thinking:
What if you forget about what your parents want?
No, you need someone's support to get to your dreams!
then,
What if you forget about your dreams?
Are you willing to do so?
Won't you regret it later?
PRETEND YOU DO!:
Are U really becoming someone?...

Or are you just becoming your parent's frustrated dream?

too many questions and your only 15 to that add School work, thinking about college, wondering if you'll ever live away from your parents, and the fact that you don't have many friends and everyone is mean to you
ALL That = My LIFE! xD